heyy ppl...Sryy for nt updating myy blogg recently. I was so busyy tat I hv no time to post. so 2dae I wil post as to revive myy blogg again...hahas! tnkxx for visiting...yeahh! goin to be busyy for next 2 wks b4 schh re opening. goin malacca on 31 december to 2 december as I m visiting my ownn hm n of course to visit d places tat I haven go b4. whoo hoo! N btw myy little cousin lok lok has cm to spore frm msia... kayyx wil end myy post here I wil update when I m free to.

I m thinkin of euu
Gdbye

難過

heyy ppl here to post again...sry for nt updatin my blogg as I m realy busyy tis few daes as I just buyy d bks for 2010. so take a look at it n find tat it is realy quite difficult. kayxx dun sae abt d sad tings le. anywae tnkx for d sweet taggs tat I received frm euu all...continue! so tis year was goin to be gone. wats my feelin??? I tinkk I become quite bold in some ways n it takes alot courage for me in some ways... life was changin. I m bearing d pain so I wnt frogett it...I'm sure I cn do it.


I dun care wat deyy sae abt miie
I just do wat I think is correct
As I m hu I m

here to post again...was busyy tis wk...d whole wk helpin my fren to handle sth so nv hv time to post...goin malaysia nw in d nite. when i return wil post again d details. lookin forward, dunnoe y I feel different tis time...my heart was heavy n I hope tat nth wil happen to make me feel sad again...tears keep dropin during holidae. I dun wnt to hv holidae oredi I wnt to go to schh! goin crazy for euu. pls stop me b4 sth happens...kayxx, enough rubbish le... endin my post nw goin malaysia nw...


Sae gdbye to 2009
N sae halox to 2010
The new miie wil be here soon
A different me n a better miie
Tat is my promise 2nite

2dae.

Heyy ppl here to post again, hw was ur holidae? For miie hmwk hv nt done yet n I hv lots of thins to do...everyminute was so busyy. everydae down on facebk to update everythin n was lazyy to blogg bt I stil get my energy to blogg...hope my blogg wont die soo fast. msn I olso no time to chatt as certain reasons so avoidin to online...hiiyahh hope I cn go schh earlier. plannin if goin bk malaysia? I olso nt sure yet if goin bk my facebk olso dunnoe hw.c first bahh...wil endd my post here n pls tagg.

everyminute was pain

I dunnoe y i m feelin tat way

Unusual

Finally here to post again...Time past so fast n sec 1 life was oredi finished...sec 2 next year tatmeans more difficult n challengin...stress alot n brain cells r needed...every moment was full of happiness n sadness...I wanna forget d sad memories bt it was nt easy...I just keep rmb n tears wil start fallin down...Missing euu.


I just nd a pause nt a stop
euu noe wat I mean?
I wnt to understand d reasons
It was hard without euu
I just wnt to...

!E3

Here to post again le...holidae oredi! yesterdae bbQ wif d 1E3ians...fun n fun n alot of fun tat makes me sad tat our class r goin to separate...d sweetest memories we hv tgt n d moments r so special to miie...dun wanna our class to change...hope to froze d time so tat we cn be tgt again...lurvee 1E3!!...I hope tat next year we wil hv d same teachers dun wnt it to change...
Anyway I wil nt forget d hard n happi daes we hv tgt...d friendship r as strong as metal...so dun forget n rmb eachh other...E3 iss always d best to miie!

Hard to sae gdbye
true friendship nv dies
I lurvee 1E3
Jacqueline

GnD

Here to post again...hiiyahh my emotions was unexplainable so uneasy...I m so sry n I realy dunnoe wat i realy wnt...I just dunnoe hw to...I m just continue to avoid d realities, everythin...i cnt control d pain inside miie n i pretendin lyke nth happens I m soo fake n tired of myself...I m gonna to break through eveythin...I m lost

let it go if it is too tired
tat iss d best wayy to endd
bt pain iss stil alot more than I expected

2dae 2nite

Sadness fills my heart nw...tears keep rolling down my face...I wonder y my tears just so easily fallin down?...every touchin story was always abt lurvee n friendship...I dislyke tat kinda of feelin when euu noe ur fren abt betrayin euu...it happen just once n i nv eva betray someone...cn euu feel d pain when ur closest fren r hurtin euu again n again? tat was real pain n it takes just half a month to recover frm d pain...its hard for d victim to face d truth n it totally hurts d person heart...Humans just cnt realise their mistakes...

euu must learn to cherish
dun say sry when it is too late
real pain hidden inn myy heart

♥♥

When i m in d mrt 2dae, I was thinkin sth n listening to music...every songs different meanings of lurvee...I always think tat I m difficult to be n i somehw wnted to exchange soul wif a person lyke gina or Joycelyn...more easy to be bcos my life has so muchh problems n i could nt realy solve themm...I wishh tat humans cn be more easy to be...bt impossible...


I could nt lied to euu.
Pls tel me wats goin on?
I m lost, totally.

♥

Here to post again!...so longz nv update my blogg oredi bcos was lyke quite busy managin sth so nv go n post...finally exams over n i hv get bk some of my results except fo eng compo n eng lit...time pass so fast n one year has almost gone so nd to work hard for next year again...anyway tnkx for my frenx for taggin me to make my tagboard lively...

Euu nv realise ur mistakes
And i dunwnt to sae bcos i tink euu shd reflect, girl...

2dae another dayy

Hiiyahh 2dae verri unlucky...In d morning almost lost my ezlink card bt luckily dun hv...So reachh schh late n hv 1hr detention...omg so sui sia n just sit there nth to do n denn go bk classrm eat cake n so on...maths passed! verri happie i finally get it...I'm okayx wif it le at least i pass...eng paper 2 get 31 out of 50...olso nt bad liao so hope cn passed eng too...
End my post here le...hv a nice day 2mr...


Lies are nt always useful
Pls think b4 euu do
Tnkxx

Finally bk to post again...waitin for schh holidae...alot of tings had happen n time poassed so fast tat it goin to be aft a year oredi...Feel lyke everythin has change n i dun lyke tat kinda of feelin makes me wanna avoid reality...the truth...bt we cnt bcos we hv no choice bt to face it...Isn't it?


Tnkx for ur everythin
fate was wat i believe in

Here to post again...hiiyahh recently there alot of thins happening...life is so difficult...i wonder why i am born in tis family?...actualy i m here to say tat maybbe i wont post for quite long bcos of certain reasons...kayxx biesbies guys...


Tired of the lies u hv say
I m goin to give up
fake realities

ohh here to post again...2dae was nt tat gd dae sia...as tat charmaine nv cm to schh denn i nd to do dnt myself wif my jiejie n meimei...nt tat happi bcos verri borin...everytime dnt she wil be super high tat makes me laugh again n again...bt 2dae to me dnt lessons were borin n waste of time...hiiyahh charmaine better faster cm to schh if nt goin bored...well so nth to realy post muchhie...
I hope d time cn stuck so tat i cn hv more time...


without u makes myy life so colourless
Just bcos of u...
everythin just happen too fast for miie

finally here to post again...am i too sensitive to it or just true? i hope nt bcos tat wil lead to problems...cryin n cryin again...tears droppin n dropin again n it cnt just stop...y does d same problem just happen to me? i m so afraid? hv oral 2dae chinese...hiiyahh dunnoe cn get gd results anot? dun tink liao concentrate on others first...no boundaries:)

Jacqueline最幸福的事

2dae another dayy

Bk to post again...nt use to everythin yet...bt i wil adapt to it verri fast...try my best...lookin forward to 2mr...wil be
happi...fun n fun n fun n fun...alot of fun...bt i'm olso afraid of sth...i always ask myself y do i always nd to face tis question...nt fun at all...2dae hv class at sch for maths...ok ok lor...borin n i just use quite alot of brain for tis topic...bt after maths class went KFC wif charmaine n nicole...charmaine laugh all d way...singin n singin...super funnie...i hope i wont get influence byy her...hahas


Wil endd here
Rmb to taggg
tnkxx

Holiday!...finally bt there is alot of hmwk waitin for me to do...so muchhie...prepare for exams n many things to do olso...
Goin malaysia for some days so hp nt on so cnt contact me...N cip is cancel so at hm olso nth to do except for hmwk...
N i think i hv done wrong sth...so sry...completely wrng...u noe wat i tak abt...

One

Time realy pass so fast...humans r always busy n tired...bt we always hv to be happi...no matter wat bcos without happiness
we will be tired of living in earth...bt i stl lurvess living here bcos of all of u...tnkxx i nw denn realy change...
I m hu i m nw...totally myself...

bk again:)

Back to Blogger again...everythin just cm bk to normal...actualy i wnted to end tis bt i tink sth just cnt be disappear...ohh nw in malaysia nth to do so play com...later so sianz goin out again...go eat n alot more to do...2dae quite busy lahh bcos alot of tings must be done...goin bk ynps on mon...i tink so denn i cn meet my old frenx...lookin forward...lurvees d 6D-ians so muchhie...especially missin u...


Jacqueline lurvees 6D-ians

IWBLY

I m so tired of all tis stupid things...I dunnoe...realy...I m so frightened...Is tis reality? I m nt sure where i m goin...shd i stil continue...shd i go on? pls tel me wat to do...I nw denn started to realise tat i totally suckxx...everythin just nt worth it...

2009

Is everythin too rush for me to understand...I could nt control...am i wrong or am i rite? nobody is guidin me throughout so am i alone?...everybody's life is different so cnt compare...friendship, love n cleverness cnt compare...tats wat i tink of...bt some ppl just cnt tink of themselves first...deyyjust cnt be themselves...my mind is so confuse...

18 August 2009

so long nv update le...in tis few wks realy happen quite alot n i gettin bored of all tis stupid things...i think alot n i dun wish to mention all this unhappi moments...maybee i shd nt cm to siglap... no nd regret liao as time olso cnt turn bk...am i rite? i realise alot of things aft i cm to sec sch...life changes n ppl soon olso changes...bt i dun feel i m changin maybee bcos i m nt a human...hahas lol...bcos a 誤會 wil let my life be so confuse n crazzy so i dun wnt such a person to be in my life anymoree...

Back

Hi...bk le so long nv post already...lazy n verri busy...ohh 2mr still gt maths remedial follow by choir!... nt sure if 25 august goin 4 d concert anot. i feel lyke nt goin so borin...bt must go if nt must hv valid reasons...i feel lyke closin my bloggg...i suddenly wnted to c 6Dians...see Joey in mrt yesterday...she change quite alot lahh...

21 July

Studying studying...test n test...history denn science denn eng...Just nw studdie science until wanna be crazie le...so much to memorise...But nw i could realy memorise some of it... goin sch n goin sch everyday n lessons are absolutely boring... especially eng dunnoe wat she taking n teaching abt...i m just dreaming n dreaming all day long... ohh choir goin to start soon...thursday practice...end lyke around 530pm... 2mr gt fundation prg...speed n percentage...ending mypost hereeeeeeeeeeee

BiesBies Jacqeline

16 July 2009

Tat day, i dun rmb whichh day...we take photos in d class whilee waitin 4 Mrs ding 4 lessons...

Sry 4 late upload...nw i will upload some of it...as i m bussii

sianzzz...Just finish ny work n everything...my hm nw is verri verri confusing...dying bcos of confusion...just cancel 2today n 2mr entertainment...haiz nth to do except for hmwk... dun wanna go leh but no choice...ohh goin to be monday le... goin bk to hospital 4 appointment check up i lazy...kayx so nth to realy say abt...biesbies

8 June

so long nv post le...n the taggies 2day denn notice...so sry ah so late...bcos nv use com 4 so long...still wondering if i shd go watch ice age3 wif my cousins...this sat...so sianz lah at sch...n siew eng ah...nv tel me ur url hw to linkkk u...pls reply soon...tnkxx

crazy

What the hell sia...who tat person?...just find out sth...but nt me lah tat person...another one lah...so sry...i noe who done it but i just keep quiet bcos tat person goin die liao...silence dosen't mean dunnoe...okayx? dun lyke tat lah u...i wanna stop le...tat person surely crazy wnt...nth to do...i noe u hate me olso no nd lyke tat lah...

3 July

Just cm bk...doin research nw on H1N1 for the english hmwk...today nth to post abt but my feeling for loosing my ezlink card...shit!!!...so troublesome leh...but a lesson 4 me... hope tat i wont loose it again...



Love is lyke a jigsaw puzzle
Jacqueline

26 June 2009

Today just cm bk from hospital...having surgery...very cool sia the operation rm gt abt 6 ppl including doctors n nurses... the doc must check my heartbeat first denn inject my hand...after tat she ask me to breathe in through a mask denn i willgo to sleep...so i dunnoe wat the doc is doin on my face... she say when i wake up i will feel like vomiting n headache...so i lying on the bed...dammn tired sia...n my head very pain...but nw okayx le...this is my first time so gt experience...wont 4get

luving

I shared my time wif my frenx in malaysia...i luv them so much... I hv taken this pic when i was very boring... the house tat is opposite is my neighbour...

Pics

My cousin...

lok lok...

today

Just come bk...sianz as 2mr nd go for surgery...cnt eat for 6 hrs b4 the surgery...hw? later suffered from starving...Just finish doin literature haven finish eng yet...but i think cn finish it tonite...5.30 am reach s'pore...so tired tat immediately after reaching hm i go nsleep already...dammn tired... today 12.10 p den wake up... I really dun wanna cm bk here... but i somehw miss here... the song i wnted to listen nw is 不会分离...

I dun wnt

I dun wnt ur promise...I dun wnt anything...I just wnt those memories wif u...Just this...I dun wnt u to say tat i just nd u...tats all...I wanna noe wat urs mind thinking abt...hw much u care? but u dun understand me...u realy dunnoe wat kind of girl i m...I just wnt u to rmb me, always...dun 4get me...bcos i wnt u to understand tat true love will nt die...it actually do exist...I dun realy believe but u make me understand...Maybe one day we will still think of each other...說你也一樣愛著我

The moment of silence

I was just listening to a new song called 沉默的瞬间. The moment of silence. Tat song represents my feeling for nw...my heart is high n low...quite nice...this song let me rmb some memories...so boring...goin malaysia soon...tat means i will nt blog for quite long...abt 2 wks...as well as busy...

Yesterday go BBQ n quite fun lah...I enjoy it very much.tnkx..N today just cm bk as go c doctor...The doctor say nd go SGH or the private clinic to operate...So 2mr go again to SGH to ask...But diificult as nw gt the virus H1N1 so cnt enter so 2mr go ask again...If nt nd go private clinic...Very troublesome sia...but no choice lah... 2day also nth to do except 4 hmwk...

Dun understand

Wanna get rid of u in my life but i could nt bcos u r quite important to me...U r somehow related to me...there is connections between me n u...but it is friendship...The feeling was pain, realy painful to me...N i think it is the same to u...Maybe u cnt understand but u will understand in one day...I believe so...miracles do happen in realities...But without you my life will feel broken...I dunnoe wat this means n i hope i will nt get it so i wont be so confuse n pain...In my mind, there's sth but i dunnoe wat is it...feel lyke crying tonight...Bcos of u my life is somehow mess up n i dunnoe wat i wnt...Dun wnt all this to continue...Pls...Anyway, I'm so sry...

The story...

I was reading this storybk...This story was abt a girl who had a bad childhood n she always get bully by her neighbours...But her parents did nt care abt her...her father was a bully nobody dares to get close wif him bcos of his attitude n personality...her mother was a kind-hearted lady n she always get beaten up by her husband...her mother passed away in an accident n this accident make her life change...her father make her to be a beggar n always abuse her...This girl named Jane...She is a helpful girl n always help the elderly when they nd help...Jane had to follow wat her father wnt her to do n she think her life was meaningless n once wnted to kill herself...but a lady rescue her n convince her nt to do tat...The lady was once a girl lyke Jane...The lady name was Aunt Grace...She tel Jane her past n tel her to believe in herself...She also teach her different things n tel wat life is...
So Jane did nt give up n she became more determined n brave...She work as a gardener in Aunt Grace garden...Her father soon was killed by the bullies...eventhough Jane's father was a bad person, Jane still feel sad abt this...Jane thinks tat her father will always be her father nothin will change...So Jane follow Aunt Grace in her rest of her life...She learn alot of life's reasons n explanation...After reading this storybk, i m touched by this...I luv this storybk very much...

Nothin to post abt...Y this year June holiday so boring...Time passed so slow...there is alot of hmwk too do until very tired...Next monday i cn meet my parents le...yeah, so long nv see them liao...They just cm bk from China wif my cousins...hoping to receive some gifts from them...my feeling was quite bad hope tat i wont cry anymore...N next wk i m goin malaysia le...looking forward...I so long nv go bk le miss them so much...Luv malaysia...

Miss u...

Oh i post again...2day i post abt 4 already...bcos i very boring...Suddenly feel eager to meet my 6D gals...I luv them n miss them so muchy...I realy miss them...i hv lost contact wif some of them... yesterday chat wif PQ n find out tat i was quite bad bcos i m the quite some who disappear n nv contact wif them...next tuesday they hv bbq at east coast but i could nt go bcos i was busy on tat day...haiz...so unlucky de buti hope they cn understand too...i realy miss them... especially PQ, eunice, wenying, Jasmine n they all...so long nv meet them le, wonder hw r they...
all of them go bnss except 4 some... quite sad...but i hope they cn lead a happie life at bnss... miss them n i hope i will meet up wif them soon...gdbies...I luvv 6D...

My cute cousin...

This is my cute cousin...He is 5 years old this year...He is very cute when he talk cantonese... He will kiss u too... When he talk chinese actually quite accurate already bcos at Ipoh,malaysia they always speak cantonese... I miss him so much...Luv u...

3 June 2009

Photos hv just uploaded...

The canteen is lyke the food court in the shopping mall...

NIce...

3 June 2009

Wednesday just go to the payar lebar methodist girl's school(sec)...The school is super big n quite beautiful too...siew eng, amirah,me n other choir members go there 4 watching a performance show...it is the arts festival...oh yah, the band n the dance members also join us...the concert is quite nice n the place is very big n there is also air-conditional...So i nv sweat at all...schools tat hv won the gold wif honours n gold award 4 the syf in the east was performing 4 us...at the beginning i was curious at all this...it was said tat the concert is to let us experience n noe hw this schools cn get gold wif honours or gold award...but some of it is realy boring makes me wnt to fall asleep...i think the best one is the dance performance by tanjong katong girl's school... very nice...tats y they can acheive gold wif honours...the anglican high school choir was also nt bad...they get gold wif honours too... after watching this concert , i was damn tired n reach hm abt 7pm plus...but a great day too...

changez...

Just chat wif ameila n find out tat Susanna change alot...She becomes more cheerful n open-minded as well as positive...She is no longer tat girl tat i noe...she use to hate huiqing but nw she is gd frenz wif her...I dun get it.. Is it bcos of me? I hope nt...last time, she use to bottled up her feelings n she dislyke ppl who r copycat...nw she is frenz wif Grace, the copycat...I dun understand, is she avoiding?...she change her feelings towards him...
I just realize...it is bcos she finally get it...she understand tat fate could nt change...I m glad tat but she did nt 4gave me... i m so sry...regret fills up my heart...I wish she cn be a better person n lead a happie life in her school...there's nth i cn do...just keep a place 4 her in my heart...she is a great frenx...miss her so much...

Yesterday

Yesterday was super bad...bcos i cry...cry until my eyes extremely red...I was using laptop when i suddenly cry...tears roll down... my heart very pain...I could nt control tat feeling...I hate myself...i dun noe wat i realy wnt n i i dun wnt all this to continue... as i believe more ppl will get hurt...i m verri confuse my mind keep thinking...do hmwk also cnt concentrate...I cn mw understand wat is the true pain...being a human is difficult...